of cold nights,love and friendship.

today,i talked to a lot of ppl.

i have been doing a lot of thinking lately.

and some of it bothers me.

i didnt even realise it bothered me dat much.

well.

so here goes.

i don't know what's up with u.

i do not know what do u want from me.

u said it will all get better.

and i actually believed u.

truly,i did.

but i guess things change.

u've changed.

n maybe i changed as well.

but i was hoping things didnt have to change.

but it did.

and i.

u got me hanging for a while.

i got lost.

i tried to find my way back.

i know that i have to let go and move on.

but somehow ur shadow still lingers around.

tonight.

i realised dat you were a part of me.

and i guess you still are.

but this is as far as i can go.

i will not cling and drown myself anymore.

i will not make u want me anymore.

i have my family and friends around.

and i know,they still have my back.

so.

i am moving on now.

trying to still have faith in everything and everyone else around me.

and smile.

cos i know the world is still spinning.

and i'm still living.

but u'll still be able to find my footprints in the sand.

loves :)